INSECURE


in·se·cure (ns-kyr)adj.
Lacking emotional stability; not well-adjusted.
Lacking self-confidence; plagued by anxiety.

who says tt breakin up was EASY????currently, i'm feelin wadever is explained above.

i got over e we-will- nt-be -together part bt cant bring myself to simply jus forget.
i wake up every mornin wit tt insecure feelin within me. ppl who once suffered break-ups will understand wad i meant.is been one wk le, i am copin fine with work and friends.till yesterday....

anyone watched e 9'oclock show yesterdae??e part where e husband went back to his wife to beg her to give him another chance??

with tears in her eyes, she replied"u make me hate going home."
" u make me wonder whether true love does exist."
" u even make me hate my own existence!"
frm there, i was lyk HAIS again.(i'm so lyk her, poppin panadols everyday lyk those pills were sweets.& e i'm- so- distracted part applies to me too!!")she so poor thing tt her husband actually cheated on her.hw can guys be lyk tt huh huh??

it seems to be a girl's nature to give tt trust to guys.but often in return,we end up e ones being hurt.HURT!!*soft sobs*

frm those ou xiang qu, i alwaes went,"so sweet!! i oso wan!!"
"piams, i wan tt prince charming to appear man."
thru e influence of these ou xiang qu, i tot being in love was lyk--> u lyk me & i lyk u.kks lets be together(and dey live happily ever after)full-stop.

*slaps head hard*
later i realised, these sweet drama serials nv show couples quarreling lei.(gt oso are minor quarrels)nt to mention is ALWAES a happi ending.dey will get together no matter wad.no saddy sad sad break-ups and harsh brawlings involved.
* time to wake up frm reality*

no longer am e L.I.E gal anymore.(L.I.E : love is everything) to me, i have doubts in wadever i doin nw.and tt includes fallin in love again.i wanna learn to be r.e.a.l.i.s.t.i.c & quit dreamin tt L.I.E.



am nw e insecure gal who doest believe in ai zhe ge zi le.i may be strong and yada yada bt i am insecure can?? dun blame me fer being naggy abt this lovey thingy.i'm just lyk tt.HEES.

digress..

WOO!me goin wit apo to gym tml earli in e mornin.enthu enthu.cant wait to be sweaty sweaty.muahaha.

lettin u go seems to be a challenge to me each dae.