Wednesday, June 28
i am EXTREMELY tired
with everything.
is more den being shagged.
emotionally.
physically.
mentally.
i dunno how much longer/further
i can carry on.
aint no the strong and tough gal.
had enough of "self"-motivating.
and i- can -do- it.
encouragements and egg tarts wont
do any help.
i need a moment of breather.
yet circumstances seem to be
holdin me back from attainin a break.
cant no longer wit-hold a genuine smile.
nth seems to be worth to be happy abt.
is a complicated world.
and things arent simple as
they may seem to be.
certainly a "time-out"
period fer me this week.
dun assume tt is "oh
she is just feelin stress" theory.
cause is certainly not the "stress" factor
tt i'm feelin this way.
dead beat after all this shit tt life offers.
is nt the matter of gettin enuf rest.
my energy levels are down to the minimum.
and i startin to
realise tt there
is actually a limit to everything.
and tt includes havin a limit wit myself.
need more than just tissues and understanding.
longing for the once-seeked comfort.
*broken down
/8:09 PM
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