Thursday, May 3
is farnie how long it took me to realise.
to realise..
i take many things in life for granted.
simple things like....
regularly meetin up before lessons.
goin to the canteen to have a simple meal
to have someone to company during long breaks.
to enter a LT with friends bt rather havin to wry will there be any seats available.
to have someone to tok to durin lectures
to print notes in lab in gps bt rather it was wit strangers ard
to be able to converse and ask questions freely durin tutorials
to have really nice and understanding friends ard all the time.
to have friends' company home.
and the list goes on.
i dunno why.
bt i just feel moddy and blue.
i tot i survived thru the first 2 weeks.
bt sadly is tough to manage those
confusin emotions.
it all bounds dwn to
being alone.
or shld i put it in another nicer term.
being independent.
is nv easy to cope
without those regular ppl ard me.
and i kno i have to learn to cope
with/ without them.
is always the time-factor.
maybe it will be a little better
when i get to understand
the matter of fact tt
"this is life afterall".
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