i got to learnt how to live my life in ur absence. ur presence din make any difference in the first place. decided to head my mama advice. just live with it and move on. holdin on to smth so useless and stupid wont help in makin myself any happier. (:
thank you MAMA. and hwee zhen.LOL. i bet u were shocked when u saw me in my pathetic moments. oh and i almost forget. chelsea too! is almost lyk deja vu lar, where i just simply talk to u over the phone on how pathetic my life can be at times.
i am stubborn when it comes to such issues. nevertheless thank you fer being there! (: my constant emo-ing may have drive u nuts and i cant help bt think u have great patience to deal with such a stubborn fool lyk me.
i promise to be a little happier over this weekend. cause the stupid incident just left my heart SUPER HEAVY.
on the random note: i just rem i owned shihui money fer peetza.and i gonna write down here just in case i forget to return her. cause i get to meet her only after her alevels.LOL.
and i cant wait fer the secret OST soundtrack to be OUT. lyk i WANNA get it so badly.
and is my pal de birthday. HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ZHUANG SHU. enjoyed the peetza and i-scream over at ur hse! (: hope u had ur day of fun. u are 18!
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WELCOME
stepped into amanda's crazy fantasy (:
THE BLOGGER
*amanda Qiu(aq)*
*19-TEEN
*29th Jan 1989
*complicating
*emotional
*cranky
*PINK-alcoholic
*to love,and be loved.
HER WANTS n WISHES
*trip to PERTH/FRANCE/VENICE
*ticket to jay's concert
*ipod nano
*spent a white christmas
*travel to japan with my bestie
*bangkok shopping
*to travel ard the world
HER LOVES
*MR JAY CHOU JIE LUN!
*egg tarts
*mocha fraps
*YOGURTS!
*SHOPPING
*cheesecakes
*friends and dearies
*MY FAMILY