i dont expect another "disaster" to come so soon. =( please.somebody tell me. everything is gonna be okay. but why do i feel fearful as each day approaches? chels, i need to talk to you badly. i dunno when i can even talk to you. i dun want to touch my phone. and it will be quite hard to converse on the hse phone. when the topic is family.
i have no time for myself. and i'm sick. inside out. am sick of sobbing. is has been a teary week.
i dun wanna explain to anyone at this point of time. think is better if u not ask me. i need some time alone.
/9:51 PM
mandy blogged.
WELCOME
stepped into amanda's crazy fantasy (:
THE BLOGGER
*amanda Qiu(aq)*
*19-TEEN
*29th Jan 1989
*complicating
*emotional
*cranky
*PINK-alcoholic
*to love,and be loved.
HER WANTS n WISHES
*trip to PERTH/FRANCE/VENICE
*ticket to jay's concert
*ipod nano
*spent a white christmas
*travel to japan with my bestie
*bangkok shopping
*to travel ard the world
HER LOVES
*MR JAY CHOU JIE LUN!
*egg tarts
*mocha fraps
*YOGURTS!
*SHOPPING
*cheesecakes
*friends and dearies
*MY FAMILY