Saturday, November 17
i'm sad because.
i got to face the unexpected fears.
fear of having to see ur loved one
going under the knife.
and it has to be this dec.
our holiday's cancelled.
i broke dwn again.
when u told me
u r worried and fearful in tears.
if only i can let u know,
the whole family's here with u no matter wad. =(
the mood at home is way below low.
everyone's bothered by the sudden news.
and for the very first time.
i feel exceptionally sad.
my appetite varies from
i dun want anything
to sudden cravings.
my eyes are so sore.
i risking have an eye infection.
i gt so absent-minded
that i went to sleep last night
WITHOUT taking my contacts out.
i went to bed with my contacts on.
i woke up with
my eyes swell-up and red.
and my regular migraine is back.
sad as i may be.
there's still work to be done.
tones of it.
i dun feel like speaking.
nothing matters.
and i apologize if
i took long to reply any of ur messages.
or even my sudden dullness in replying.
without those regular "LOL" and smileys.
i'm sorry.
am truly depressed. =(
/10:31 PM
mandy blogged.