dear santa,
if only you could make my mummy alittle happier.
i will promise to be nice the coming year.
please do take away :


1.her tears.
2.sleepless nights.
3.her endless worries.


and maybe return her :

1.a nice gift from ikea.
2.her appetite.
3.her smile.


seeing mama so emo
its making me low too.


my mama has always been the
optimistic one.
the one who has kept the family going.
now, as i see her all so tired out
with the endless trips to hospital.
i cant help but utter
a big WHY-LIKE-THAT?


my x'mas cum early bday wish
will be, to see my mama
smiling again.
nothing is even impt then
seeing her back
bubbly happy.


please let this ugly ending of the year
to be the ending.
i looking foward to a better year.
i really do.