Sunday, June 22
ITS THE WORSE FEELING I EVER FELT.
IF I CAN, I WLD VERY MUCH
LOCK THIS ENTRY.
I DUN WISH TO SHARE ON THIS AWLFUL EVENT.
I STONGLY DISCOURAGE U TO READ ON.
CAUSE IT A EXTREMELY AGITATED POST.
I AM SOBBING STILL AS I AM TYPING THIS.
ITS NOT GOING TO BE A VERY NICE WEEK AHEAD.
SORRY FOR THE DISTURBING LANGUAGE.
I NEED AN AVENUE TO EXPRESS MY
ANGER/HURT/UPSET/PAIN.
ITS BEST TO JUST SCROLL DOWN QUICKLY.
I WOULD VERY MUCH
WANT TO KILL YOU.
I HATE U SO MUCH,
TT I CANT EXPLAIN
THE AMOUNT OF ANGER
TT IS BOILING WITHIN ME.
AT THIS MOMENT
FUCK YOU.
I WANT SO BADLY TO GRAB UR HEAD
AND HIT IT AGAINST THE WALL.
TILL U BLEED
WHEN U STARTED TO GET PHYSICAL WITH ME.
HOW DARE U FUCKING THROW
MY NEW HANDPHONE AND
LAPTOP ON THE FLOOR.
WHOEVER GAVE U THE RIGHT
TO DO SO.
UR VIOLENCE WAS USED
IN THE FUCKING WRONG WAY.
GEDDIT?
I AM SOBBING LIKE FUCK NOW.
BECAUSE MY LAPTOP
IS RUINED.
CRACKS ARE ON IT.
AND THEY ARE VISIBLE.
FUCK YOU,
I HATE YOU SO MUCH,
I DUN WANT TO SEE U.
I SWEAR THE WORD
"FORGIVENESS"
WILL NT BE WITH U.
I CANT NEVER, EVER
FORGIVE U.
MY HEART IS IN PAIN
TO SEE MY
ONE-DAY OLD PHONE ON THE FLOOR.
AND WORSE.
THOSE VISIBLE CRACKS ON MY LAPTOP.
WTF.
AWLFULLY UPSET.
AND I NEED TIME TO RECOVER.
MY LAPTOP.
MY PHONE.
OF ALL THINGS.
U CHOOSE TO THROW
THEM ON THE FLOOR.
WHICH PERSON IN
THE FUCKING RIGHT MIND WILL DO THAT?
U TRY LETTING ME THROW UR PHONE!
DO U WANT THAT!
I JUST BOT IT YESTERDAY.
AND U JUST THROW IT LIKE TT.
U HEARTLESS BITCH.
U DESERVE MORE THAN A TIGHT SLAP.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
MY EYES ARE HURTING LIKE CRAZY.
AND I KNO THE MIGRAINE IS COMING.
FUCK!
/9:19 PM
mandy blogged.