Thursday, March 26
just so u think i didnt read ur blog.
i read it.
the entire entry, and every single word.
quit acting so immature, for goodness sake!
u wanna rant on ur blog.FINE.
i HAVE nth to say.
quit saying i bootlick, when u urself are the one doing it.
like wtf!?
so what if i bootlick?!
better than u cant even do so, to please ppl.
or at the very least respect ur parents.
u always think YOUR friends are the best,
den FINE.
go leave the house and ask them
to give u ur basic allowance?
ask them to wash ur smelly and disgusting clothes?
ask them to provide u with ALL ur basics.
ask them buy for u fullscap/stationaries when u run out of them?
ask them to buy u ur dinner when u are simply just hungry.
go ASK ALL OF THEM TO HELP U.
IF U THINK MOM IS TREATING ME BETTER.
or EVEN BETTER.ask them to get u ANOTHER NEW MOTHER
since u are SO NT SATISFIED with yr current one.
ask them to rent a room for u to stay perhaps?
cause i cant stand living with u seriously.
u always THINK u are the right one, and u DESERVE no scolding or what so ever.
I HAD ENOUGH OF UR FUCKING SHIT, CAUSE READING UR POST HAS
SIMPLY DISGUSTED ME AND SEE THRU U AS A PERSON NOT MY SISTER.
NOT ANYONE WHO IS RELATED TO ME.
i FEEL pukish to share my parents with you.
cause who in the right mind will CRITICISE their family members?
u think i can v much stand you?
sorry, i cant either.
sometimes, i really wanna talk some sense into u.
but u have changed.
simply changed into someone whom i hardly can recognize.
like FUCK, sometimes i wonder do u even notice ur change and ur attitude
towards ur family members.u are just simply nt happy with ANYBODY.
tell me, who are u happy with?
dad?cause he gives in to ur SHIT and buys u everything that u wanted?
give me a break.i dun need DAD to buy me ANYTHING.cause i SWEAR i will go out and work and have my allowance instead of just stretching out my hand to get money
to go out and PLAY?grumble when they are nt giving u enough money to PLAY?
HOW OLD ARE U?!
always fucking claim that ppl is bias towards u.
but have u ever think in other people's point of view.
U NEVER ONCE DID.
it always YOU, ME, I.
never IN OUR SHOES.
it take fucking 2 hands to clap.
so dun come BULLSHIT that ppl compare this compare that.
u are just FUCKING SENSITIVE and INSECURE.
if u dun wan people to compare den prove them wrong den.
dun come and blame this and that, blame the entire world for everything and anything.just take one step back and think if u have blame urself for ANYTHING.
u say she listens to me and not you.
u dun talk to her, how the fuck u expects her to LISTEN.
listen to a MUTE isit?crazy shit.say ppl not understanding, u are not even open about everything in the family.so quit blaming her for not being UNDERSTANDING.
u are the one who is UNREASONABLE TO START WITH.
dont come and crap with me about us being attitude to u.
have u ever use a proper tone when u speak to us?
u NEVER FUCKING DID.
cause u never believed we cared for u.
go ask yourself true fully with your heart.
who were the ones really there for u
MOM was the one who stayed overnight with u okay.
she never stayed for ME, cause i was mature to think of her health and sleep.
did u appreciate her, JUST GO ASK URSELF that.
when u went through ur spine operation.
i thought that operation could let u grow up
and be mature.
but u NEVER did.in fact as u grow older physically.
u EQ drop drastically.u act so FUCKING inmature
that ignoring u seems to be the best policy.
i chose not to pick a fight with u cause i din
think that was a need to.for it will mean another
unhappy incident within the family.
but NO, u continue to be in ur HIDEOUS ATTITUDE.
if u are nt happy with MOM.
that is YOUR problem and YOUR ATTIUTDE for doing so.
DONT fucking pull me into the picture, which u always like to do so.
STOP FUCKING BRING ME DOWN AND SAY THINGS THAT FUCKING HURT
FOR THE LAST TIME.u wanna be all cool and chio about ur attitude
DO IT OUTSIDE.not INSIDE THIS HOUSE.CAUSE THERE's THIS THING THAT
call RESPECT whether u like it not.SO START RESPECTING WHOEVER U NEED TO.
if u think carefully, it was mom who did EVERYTHING for u.
u had nth to worry for.but yet u did NOT appreciated anything
we, as a family done for u.
have u EVER ONCE SAID THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING WE DID FOR U?
U NEVER FUCKING DID.
ALL U DO IS TO THANK UR FRIENDS.SO LIKE I SAID, ASK THEM BE YOUR FAMILY DEN.GO LEAVE AND STAY WITH THEM.I WANNA SEE WITH MY OWN EYES WHO WILL BE THERE FOR YOU ALL THE WAY TILL U FINISH UR EDUCATION.PROVE ME WRONG, THAT U CAN SURVIVE WITH THEM AND NOT US.
it just FUCKING pissing me off to
have u saying that i BOOT LICK my own mom.
like I HATE TO BOOT-LICK for fucking goodness sake.
why would i need to boot-lick her.
i THANK HER FOR BEING MY MOM.
i APPRECIATE her cooking of meals for me at times
when i need to work.THAT IS NOT FUCKING BOOT-LICKING
U GET IT.
U NV APPRECIATE OR THANK HER FOR ANYTHING DID U?
she's my mom for FUCKING GOODNESS SAKE.
THAT IS WHY I AM ANGRY WHEN PEOPLE SCOLD THEIR PARENTS.
LIKE DOES FILIAL PIETY MAKE ANY SENSE TO YOU!!
at times, i really think i am a useless sister to nt patch things
and make things work.
but after reading ur post.
sorry to say.
i dun wanna be related to u in anyway.
cause u are some one who is SO blind to think that
we are ur worst enemy.
JUST LEAVE HOUSE IF U REALLY WANT TO.
I SWEAR I AM MORE THAN HAPPY TO HAVE THE ROOM FOR MYSELF.
AND I FUCKING SWEAR I WILL ENCOURAGE MOM TO NOT CARE A SHIT FOR U.
SINCE LIKE WHAT U STATED I LIKE TO BOOT-LICK HER.
I WILL FUCKING MAKE HER KNOW THAT SHE ONLY NEEDS ONE FILIAL DAUGHTER FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE.CAUSE THE OTHER ONE DOESNT APPRECIATE WHATEVER U DO FOR HER.ALL SHE KNOWS IS TO HURT PEOPLE FEELINGS AND LATER CLAIMS WE HURT HERS.LIKE WHATEVER, ONLY SHE HAS FRAGILE FEELINGS, WE ARE SUPER HEROS THAT DOESNT HAVE FEELINGS.
just use ur head and think maturely.
sometimes, i really have nth to say about you.
its ur life afterall.
u wanna screw it.
u can fairly do it.
no one's gonna stop it.
for the LAST FUCKING TIME,
QUIT SAYING THINGS THAT WILL HURT.
IF THERES A CHOICE, I SWEAR I WILL FUCKING CRACK OPEN UR HEAD
AND MAKE U REALISE U ARE TOO SILLY TO THINK THAT
UR FRIENDS ARE UR EVERYTHING.
U FUCKING FORCE ME TO TYPE THIS ENTRY.
I DIDNT WANT TO.and FYI, U STARTED IT.
i wasnt at home when the fight came about.
so QUIT FUCKING pull me into the picture
and make me so FUCKING furious.
I SIMPLY HAD ENOUGH CAUSE U GONE WAY TOO FAR THIS TIME.
leave the house and change a NEW mother den, since u cant stand anything and everything about the family.get this right for once, u are not the only one with feelings.quit saying things that hurt.
/11:43 PM
mandy blogged.